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Lets start off with a picture of Me, Kimo and Mark:

This is Carlos "Don Juan" Martinez:

These are Life SumpinSumpin's.
Volleyball:

Volleyball is another type or kind of sumpinsumpin that I feel is
necessary in ones life, this sumpinsumpin is a Recreational
SumpinSumpin
I
don't know what type of sumpinsumpin this is, but it's a really
good one.

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The best sumpinsumpin anyone
can ever have:
The previous sumpinsumpin types being mentioned, I have to mention
the rarest and best sumpinsumpin one can possibly obtain, I have never
heard mention of anyone else ever getting this type sumpinsumpin, gift
from God really, because I realize it is almost impossible to convey and
describe, but I'll do my best, becausI can't go without mentioning my
little sumpinsumpin from heaven.

I will try to tell you about the greatest and most wonderful
sumpinsumpin I once had in my life, it made all my other sumpinsumpin's
pale in comparison, unworthy, insignificant, non-relevant, this is why I
believe God had to take it away so soon, I only needed that one
sumpinsumpin to be happy and content.
The better this type of sumpinsumpin is, the smaller amount of time a
person can handle it in their life, we just can't handle even the
smallest fraction of a gift that God wants us to have, but God just
loves some of us too much to hold back the gifts he has waiting for us
in heaven and can't help but to send a little bit of it to some of us
every now and then. I was fortunate enough to get one of those
gifts not long ago.
He knows that when he has to take it away to protect us, we gladly trade
the long period of overwhelming sadness and pain in exchange for being
next to pure love and joy for any amount of time. Especially when
we learn that something so wonderful is waiting for us, it is not lost,
just waiting for us to be able to handle the the whole package.
My little sumpinsumpin is not lost, he was just visiting for as long as
I could stand him, he had to leave for my own protection, before I
became totally content and happy just being with my one sumpinsumpin.
I'll be with him one day, when I can learn to handle his whole bucket of
love.
If you are fortunate enough to get this type of extreme sumpinsumpin,
just know the the extreme happiness it brings is directly proportional
to the extreme pain, suffering and your life sucking for a long time
after having to let it go, however, you wouldn't trade it for anything,
in fact, I would trade twice the pain and misery for the remainder of my
life, just to spend one more day with my little sumpinsumpin I called
Alex.
Life still sucks painfully hard without Alex, but I'm so thankful to
have had him in my life at all, then never knowing him at all.
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.. And I'm okay with just being able to have him at all, for any amount
of time, , although, life really sucks now without him, especially after
knowing what life was like with him.
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